Our situation hasn't changed much here. John's in the middle of midterms and I've started teaching 3 students and am looking for more while still looking for a job. The beginning of this month was the spiritual boost I needed. It started with the General Relief Society Broadcast.
It was amazing how just in my ward here, a message of "you are not forgotten" could touch each woman so individually. It was no different in my experience.
From President Uchtorf's talk:
"And I know something else: as an Apostle of our Master, Jesus Christ, I proclaim with all the certainty and conviction of my heart—neither are you! You are not forgotten. Sisters, wherever you are, whatever your circumstances may be, you are not forgotten. No matter how dark your days may seem, no matter how insignificant you may feel, no matter how overshadowed you think you may be, your Heavenly Father has not forgotten you. In fact, He loves you with an infinite love."
How amazing was that! To have an Apostle proclaim to me that as I struggle in finding my life here, I'm not forgotten.
Then there was General Conference. Our Saturday was spent watching the live feed on our laptop in our apartment. There are the times that there's a message in conference that you feel is applied you, but I had not quite had the experience of knowing that a message was meant for you. Elder Andersen's talk was an answer to the prayers I've been saying since May. When John and I first started talking about starting a family, we thought after he graduated would be our time to start trying. When Denver came into the scene of our life, it seemed impossible to meet the challenges emotionally/financially of moving away/Grad school/and starting a family. Doing one at a time was hard enough, but the idea of both seemed to be too much. We've been continuing our life in faith waiting for answers to help us.
Just a small exerpt:
"It was not in the Garden of Eden that Adam and Eve bore their first child. Leaving the garden, “Adam [and Eve] began to till the earth. … Adam knew his wife, and she [bore] … sons and daughters, and [acting in faith] they began to multiply and to replenish the earth.”
11It was not in their Jerusalem home, with gold, silver, and precious things, that Lehi and Sariah, acting in faith, bore their sons Jacob and Joseph. It was in the wilderness. Lehi spoke of his son Jacob as “my first-born in the days of my tribulation in the wilderness.”
12 Lehi said of Joseph, “Thou wast born in the wilderness of [our] afflictions; yea, in the days of [our] greatest sorrow did thy mother bear thee.”
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This is not an announcement from us ;) and we understand there is still a lot to be left to the Lord, but it was a much awaited feeling of comfort and a much needed answer to a prayer. It was worth the 5 months of waiting.
John and I are excited to live 10 minutes up the road from the temple. We are not any further away than we ever were in Logan. Our first week here, we pulled up to the gates only to find restoration happening through September. Vernal, UT was the closest temple to us 6 hours away. It is very neat to have a temple announced in Fort Collins, CO so the temples will be closer and even more available here. In previous posts I've mentioned getting into the mountains away from the city. It's amazing what sanctuary the temple provides from all things. It's a complete inner peace that I needed to arm myself with to get through the next couple of months of setting up our life even more in Denver.